Im good for a while ill talk more laugh more sleep and eat normally but then something happens like a switch turns off somewhere and all im left woth is the darkness of my mind but each time it seems like i sink deeper and deeper and im scared terrified that one day i wont make it back up i feel like im gasping for air screaming for help but everyone just looks at me with confused face wonderring what i am struggling over when they are all doing just fine and it makes me feel crazy WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?