And then, I received various explanations from father in the castle.
It was about the matter of premarital ceremony, about the noble who will become my partner, and he said I would quit from school after the ceremony.
I didn’t like that. If I cannot go to school, I cannot meet Sirius-san and Emilia. Therefore, I refused.
“If that’s the case, let’s have Lifell instead. Fortunately, it seems her illness got cured.” (Cardias?)
Elder sister said few days ago, that it was a good thing to get sick because she could meet my friends and the premarital engagement that had been decided since long time ago was no more. Although the illness was cured with much effort… elder sister will be sacrificed if I don’t do it?pleaseread@12356789 bayabuscotranslation.com
I also don’t want that. After all, elder sister has Melt. Elder sister and Melt-san are childhood friends. Melt-san reached to the top of Imperial Guards because he wanted to protect elder sister wholeheartedly. Elder sister loves Melt-san dearly. Although it was like that on the surface, Melt-san didn’t look at her as a princess but as a woman. I cannot selfishly break such well matched couple.
There was no other choice.pleaseread123456789 bayabuscotranslation.com
“No, I’ll do it instead of Ane-sama!” (Wreath)hr5y45gy
Father muttered “Is that so?” at my determination and left. Maybe it’s just my imagination but I wonder if I saw him having a complicated expression for a little bit?
Since it was said that I couldn’t leave the castle until the ceremony ended, I had to stay in the castle today.
I heard from a person in the castle that elder sister came to stop the ceremony but it seemed she was sent to a slightly remote sanatorium by father’s order. I cried when I heard about her.
Elder sister… thank you very much. Since it’s good enough for me with your feelings, elder sister, please become happy with your loved one.
I was led to the parlor since I didn’t have room in the castle. It was a wide room furnished with high class furniture.
Even though it’s a luxurious room, I don’t feel any charm to it at all. When I looked around, I thought that a small room where Emilia presents me with daily goods nearby was much better.lusadahnakkerja
I didn’t feel like standing up or going to do something, so I laid down on the big bed and curled up. This situation is a similar situation when I came to the castle for the first time. Elder sister came during that time but no one is here now and no one is coming.
But, I am different from those days. I can endure this… since two years have passed and I have grown up.pleaseread123456789 bayabuscotranslation.com
That’s right, I am satisfied entirely if I can endure this. I won’t be able to go to school, living together with noble partner that will make me unable to meet Emilia anymore.
I couldn’t sleep even if I tried to persuade myself and I continued staring at the moon absentmindedly.pleaseread