I makes me sad to wake up to hear this from you - even with the beautiful picture - and to see what you put on Skype. It feels like you’re putting a wall round yourself that stops me - or anyone maybe - finding the real you and understanding what goes on in your life. I really do not want to be a fair weather friend, a casual friend who can just say ‘hi’ and ‘hope you’re OK’ and then walk away and forget about you until the next time.. If you won’t let me in and try to understand and to help if I can, I may as well not be around you at all. You’re in pain Pipat, I can see that, and it makes me hurt too.
I hope you can understand what I’m saying - and what I’m feeling - after all it’s you who makes me feel that. You're not by yourself Pipat - no-one is. Sometimes someone in the past has put it into words perfectly and this is what John Donne said many hundreds of years ago - it’s maybe not easy for you to understand well but when you bang your head Pipat, I feel it too - that’s a a little bit of what John Donne meant.