Im not sure if i can do this. I can see you want to be active on that site and look for guys, changed your profile and put new photos.. if that is what you want, do it. I already feel my heart is being broken.. i am not some slipper wearing backpacker, i own and run a big company. Now im starting a new company, i can do it easy. I can do it better if i know i have you because your love lifts me up.. but feeling broken hearted when i know you want to talk to other guys.. it kills me. I feel sad and no energy.