heart break is part of life
it is what you do after the experience that is important
It didn't know were married before. Your profile doesn't say that.
I don't think you should be so hard on yourself. Matrimony involves
two people, not one person trying to make the other happy. I'm new
to your country and your culture, but it seems that a big burden for the
success of a relationship falls on the women.
That's not the case in America, we view marriage as a partnership. I don't
know what type of men there are in Ubon Ratchathani? Or what they have to offer?
Sometimes in a relationship with another person, one has to follow their head and not their heart.
Take Care,
Thomas