Reading this will probably make you cut all contact with me, but I honestly believe what I say about your acceptance. I am not writing this in anger or with too much to drink. I have said some awful things to you in anger/retaliation early last week, but that is behind us.
The last 4 days I have been trying to talk again with you and do understand that you not being very friendly. You can keep in denial, push me away and not give any chance for us. The choice is yours.