And he'd tried to prove to himself he could hurt Youngjae, but even that turned out to be impossible – even the bruises, the cuts and scrapes had a rage building up inside. He was the one who ordered them but the sight made him want to kill the ones who'd caused them. Daehyun clenched his jaw, hating himself for becoming so weak. He could kill hundreds of men without batting an eyelash, yet hitting Youngjae was impossible.