Nicde job Ploy!
I'am happy to read that! and you will see,day after day, you will accept more and more at each step.... yesterday was to closed about his accident...
But, if tears want to come, don't hold back! its good for your body to let comes out the differents sensations...(but not to much! like everything! )
And don't forget to talk! Talking is the way to start to understand by yourself,why you are not good or why you are good or any other way.
Bybye, see you