I think when I finish divorce and when I finish university soon I can try ask work in Thailand. But for the time being I waiting for divorce. In Thailand I hope to go next year, and I hope can find work, and after I divorce I am planning to get marry again, but in Thailand with a Thai lady. Meanwhile I will send money to my children in Portugal if I find work in Thailand. I also have to say I not feel happy in Portugal and I not like the work I make here, on the other hand I love Thailand, I always feel happy there, and I believe if I stay tyhere again same other 5 times before I will happy again very much. But life for me never easy, I am tired of fight, and I try to be strong, but many times I have cry, and feeling very sad, some times I felt weak, but after I feel sad, and powerless, and hopeless, but after some time I have hope again and I start feel strong.