She is not my wife. I never married, I told you. Every adult has some one liked, also has relationship with someone , you have boyfriends before, I have my relationship before too. If you care somebody, just care today and tomorrow, not yesterday. Everyone had done something before, some things good, some bad. We can't change our past time. and I told you I don't like have much free time, I don't want think too much, it's why I do 2 jobs, not only for money. If you have good time before with some ones, just enjoy your good memories. I living in today. It's all.