My cough doesn't seem to be getting any better,4 days already i have had a cough,I really hate this feeling when every night i try to go to bed early but it is not easy to sleep well,hoping that tomorrow i will get well soon,i am so tired of being alone,sometime i just wanna leave all behind and try to escape from this world but i love my family.....if i leave all behind,it is really good for me but it makes me be selfish...no one in the world can understand what exactly happens inside my heart...i have too much confidence but i can't share them to anyone..........I really need someone beside me,need someone take care of me,need someone to never hurt my heart again.