The best way to describe me is that I love the world but the world does not love me. I'm here to make lifelong friends. Sorry not interested in any one from Africa or USA. American women had there chance but they choose to act stupid and use me like a ATM machine. I know I am a bit heavy and ugly and I realize forever I will be alone. Make no mistake I work out hard and I am fast. I am great at self defense. I do not have any American friends because I really do not know why. I am friendly, kind and caring maybe scares people. I am extremely smart and highly clever. I know a real profile from fake. Usually the picture look stage; no real background. I love Asia in my heart and feel robbed being born in America. I wish I could find love but I am accepting the fact I will die alone with no one to remember me. All I want in life is for someone to acknowledge I exist and care for me. I have never had a birthday party or not once my phone has ringed in over five years with some one just asking "hey Joe how you doing."After a while even a heart surround by strong emotional walls breaks down to ashes.