Darling I have landed in Hong Kong international airport. When I heard the loud bang from the plane engine i was not afraid as I have told you many times that I will be happy if I can see my mother in heaven and tell her how much I love and miss her . The first thought that came into my mind what will happen to you. That i can't even say goodbye to you. That i cant say that I love and care for you from the first time we met . That i am so sorry that I cant fulfill my promise to you . When we are alive please cherish our love and not wait for a disaster to happen and regret on not telling each other how we love each other. In any relationship there will be argument, jealousy, fear and disappointment. But if we are committed to see our relationship grow stronger daily then we must be committed for each other. I get jealous also when you meet other men but I have learned to trust you and not make my past mistakes where jealousy almost destroyed my life . Just wanted to share with you my feelings of what happened in the plane this morning.