Jay but I don't like one night stand, about that night I didn't have strength to fight with you, I'm not your gf and I don't want past events come back to hurt me again, and you know why I never go to meet anyone in ThaiFriendly site because I don't trust anyone and I fear, I had closed my account in that site since I know you, I spend my time every day with my part-time job, my bed and my earphone, after I broke up with my ex bf, you know what happend to me?, I fight trough the hurt and I cry and cry and cry, I have to live and learn, while I cry alone everyday but him never know, one thing that I knew, I still saw him find another girls and like to party, him didn't care about me, I've trough bad events and I can smile again by myself, I never let my family know what I found