When you get married...
and become a father that has to support his family,
a lot of people have the same concerns that you're having,
including myself.
But always remember...
that having good people around you is the greatest fortune.
There are many people around who can listen to you and help you.
So don't worry about it too much.
Despite living in a foreign country, you're doing well.
You are living life to the fullest.