you know it really hurts when people asked you something that you don't wanna talk about. Something that you wanted to bury deep in your heart. Something that you want to left behind. But Nattharit just went on asking-rampage about my dead cat like "where is he?" "how is he?" "how did he die?" "are u sure he is dead?" "did u try talk to him?" 5 times for each question, which left me drown in the tears of memory