y dearest beloved and beautiful Phannee,
Good morning my beloved Phannee. How are you doing? I hope you are having a bright and lovely day? Mine was a little bit tough. Thanks you so much for the sincere message you sent to me. Am so happy to read from you, it really gives me joy reading your messages because it always puts a smile on my face. Please I ask you to tell me about your work but you did say anything? Please answer my questions so we can get to know each other.
I must say i now feel beloved and complete knowing fully that there is someone out there who cares about me, I must be as plain as I could, checking my mail box each time I come back from patrol and each morning before going to patrol is now a thing of joy for me. I don't think that I can survive without your love. I feel suffocated whenever I realized that I am still here in Kabul, Afghanistan. I love you so much. In your love, I think of nothing but love.
Should I say that the feelings that I thought was dead in me since the death of my wife begin to resurface. Only this time, I am free to act on them without fear of upsetting anyone. Thank you, my Angel. What more can a soldier say to a beautiful Angel who opened her heart to him? Allowing him to feel her warmth across the great distance that separates them? You truly have no idea how i feel now.... I don't know what would I do without you in my life. Your eyes, your smile and the way you post on your beautiful makes me feel like I am living a sweet dream. I don't want to even imagine living a single moment without you. I am so much in love with you my dearest Angel.
I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, I pray that this feelings will continue to grow. I never thought I could ever feel for a woman so soon, looking at how I have lived my life all this years and this was one of the reasons I kept myself away from women all this years, because I am too emotional and then I was not really ready for any woman. But now I can confess that I have found my real wife and will come to you once I retire from service. Please I have a question to ask you: Have you met any military man on net before? I really want to know.
Thanks,
Yours Love,
James.