One last word about our talk this morning, u said "u were quiet, i think i was no good".
Actually u were amazing. Im sorry i made u feel that way. I loved every moment we spend together, sex, but also in the day to day life, u were very loving and affectionnate, thoughtful, i felt like u would be the wife of my dreams. Thats why i felt so sad going back home. I knew i was leaving someone VERY SPECIAL. At that time, i already loved so much. But now its even more. Today i want to make my life with u. Dont be scared lol, step by step. I want to share every moment of your life, your joys, your tears, i want to be there and support u when u need, and im someone you can count on. I may look early to feel this, but i feel it. Now i think about our future, and i see it bright.
U know teelak, i see u worry a lot about it, thinking it's difficult.. But really it's not. Compared to other things i have done, its just a litle challenge we will face easily.
2 or 3 month goes very fast. One day u will wake up, and have your flight to paris