I am glad to hear about you but it hurt me very much that you are back to your ex-girlfriend but it is good for you to have someone takes care of you whenever you are ill. I think I have so low fortunate to take care of you. And I want to ask you if you have me in your heart. Now I feel confused about myself very much. I lost my willpower how will you do with my life. The first you want to marry me but now it’s impossible isn’t it? Please explain me. I would like you always keep me in your heart as before, don’t you? When ever you come to Thailand, please allow me to take care of you. Would you like me to go back to work in Bangkok or will you still support me so that I can manage my life correctly. Because I have on you without anybody, darling although you returned to your ex- girlfriend, you are always in my heart. I truly love much more than the other things on Earth
Love and be worried about you all the time.
Take care of yourself, darling.