Am very glad to hear from you.It really gives me joy knowing a little more about you,it nice to have a friend from miles away. I believe conversation is really important in getting to know each other.
My life has been really kind of boiring in the past 6 years.Its really wonderful to see myself moving on and trying to be happy again.
Since the sudden death of my wife,I felt as if the world had fallen apart. For a long time after her death I kept my life very small - work, home, very little socializing and definitely no dating, I just wasn't ready.
It took me a long time to get through those dark days after her death - I never thought i can ever get over' something like that. Instead i have to go through it and feel the pain so that i can eventually heal the spirit. But after a while I realized that if I tried to keep my life small and safe so I wouldn't get hurt, I was also cutting myself off from feeling any joy again - because joy and pain are two sides of the same coin.
So, gradually I allowed myself to emerge back into the real world again, and here I am, my first attempt at online dating! I've lurked on here for a while, but am now ready to meet new people.It was a very close friend of mine that really introduced me to the site were we met.I have not been here for long.
I hope to meet a decent woman who is looking for a serious relation ship. I am not looking for fun . A real partner whom I would respect, love and pamper. When my time will come, I wouldn't choose any where else rather than being with her and if God forbid, her time comes, she will leave behind a lot of happy and loving memories that I would cherish till my time comes and join her. I am saying all this as I used to watch my mom when she lost my dad whom she was deeply in love with. Since 2003 that was the time when she lost my Dad and till now, she keeps cherishing every single day they spent together and waiting patiently for the time when she can join him.
I see you as a matured woman with a unique look and also a kind of fun to be around so i feel we can start as friends and see where it could lead us to. I long for a kind hearted, caring and loving woman whom i will live with for the rest of my days if things work out smoothly... I don't really know what you are searching for but in case you are after a relationship that will lead to marriage and last forever, maybe we should give each other chance in our life to see if we are compatible. But please be informed that i would not have much time to meet and chat with you online all time cause am always busy but i will devote my time a little to know more about you.
So let me know what you think...you can always write me on my email..