>> .. but my heart is crying. I'll try to be strong more
Don't - let it go, be weak and sadness will fade..
If you don't allow your self to be sad it will stay and your are not getting over it.. You have the support you can afford to be weak and heal your self. After that you will be stronger and trust your self.
>> My cousin doesn't want me sad with the past.
Is there some specific reason for that in your past to be sad?
>> She advised me to come here.
>> I never chat Thai men or foreigners before
Good advice! You should because you are good at it! Report