right now I’m trying to decide whether to stay here or move to another country your I’m just finding it so difficult to make up my mind I mean I want to meet people learn a new language get to know a totally different culture that then I know I’ll get homesick and miss my family and not and I know by deal job I could maybe I could teach English but I didn’t think I’d be a very good teacher I guess I’ll just keep gathering information and wait and see what happens if only I was more decisive.