“Nope, no way!” I said shaking my head as I held up my hands in protection from the big scary snake wolf.
He cocked an eyebrow in question and followed where my eyes were looking, and looked down at himself at then up at me again “Noh?”
“There is no way that thing will ever fit! And I’m not even going to risk the chance!” I shook my head franticly again to mark my point.
“It’s not that big!” He laughed bewildered and quite amused. Not big my ass! …. Wait, no it’s not going to go near my ass! I held the sheets closer and continued to shake my head “no”
“Oh c’mon Noh! You are being a baby!”
“No!” I glared. I was NOT a baby! HUMP!
He sat on his knee and got closer to me, and placed his hands on my shoulder to look at me from underneath “Noh?” He said with a sincere voice, trying to get eye-contact. I could feel those feeling return, those feelings we had felt in the beginning of the night. Well they didn’t really return because they had never been gone but had always been there. They had just awoken yet again by him calling my name. I felt my chest swell again, filling with warmth as the butterflies in my stomach started growing and become stronger. His eyes were searching mine when I looked up to meet him and we both stared in to each other’s depth once again that night, feeling feelings which were not meant to be but still existed within us.
He leaned in and captured my lips in his, it was forceful and desperate, like all he wanted was to suck on my lips all day long. Well I wouldn’t mind… I felt a slight push and I followed down with it as I lied down on the bed. Phun grabbed the sheet I held tight in my hands and slowly prayed them off me as he continued to kiss me feverishly.
When he left my lips to find the bottle of lube, his eyes never left me tho. He was staring at me and wore a soft smile on his lips. Once he got hold of the bottle he leaned in towards me and whispered “I promise I will be gentle so relax, Noh” I Guess he read my expression which was saying that I was a tinny, tinny bit… well alright, kind of a lot of nervous about this. I guess the selfish bastard had a good heart after all >-<
He took hold of one of my hand and intervened our fingers. I smiled inside and tugged our hands towards me and placed a kiss on the back of his hand to confirm in my special way that I trusted him. He smiled in returned, one of his goofy smiles which I adored so much on his handsome face.
Holding on to Phun’s hand made me not to feel the pain of the two fingers working and stretching my inside, well I guess that would be a lie because I’m not numb to pain and it did stung and burn, but it wasn’t unbearable! And thanks to Phun’s kisses which distracted me while his finger worked their ‘magic’ I was finally stretched out enough…. I know it sounds weird! >_<
I laid on the bed stretched out and ready, sweaty and blushing from the impact. I was moaning and crying out whimpers like a pornstar, but I guess everyone will become like that when they are about to have….s..
He gave me a final kiss before he slowly took out his fingers and prepared himself for the penetration…. Yes we are going to have sex! Don’t cringe! IM CRINGING TOO!! >////<
I watched as he tore the condom wrap and rolled on the rubber on his big member after giving himself a few stroke. I swallowed seeing his ‘thing’ and I guess he heard because he glanced over me with a smirk. Pervert idiot!
He leaned down and once again captured my now swollen and red lips, while he continued to give himself a few stroke.
OMG! It’s going in!
I don’t think anyone could gasp as load as I did when his tip touching my entrance. I tried to wrench myself away from the pain which debuted when he slowly and bit by bit entered me, but he held me down and whispered calming words in to my ears. They were so calm that they worked as pain-killers. When I listen to his voice talking to me and watching his eyes looking in to mine with a kind of passion that is hard to describe with word the pain just disappeared for a few seconds, and got replaced with pure pleasure.
“Ah!”
Yes that was me, crying out of pleasure, pain and just happiness. I’m not going to hid it to you guys any more, because today we are just two people who are meant to be. Two people who are going to be selfish and not think about what ifs and who we really are. The reality lies far behind us at this moment, because we are so engage in ourselves and us right now in this moment that nothing could wake us up from our dream world.
“I’m in” I can hear Phun’s handsome voice say out of breath even if I myself am pretty out of it, because all my sensory nerves are right know only able to focus on where we are joined so that’s why my whole world is only focused on Phun at this moment.
Phun’s leans down and leaves kisses on my lips, neck and continues down my collarbone. He is such a kisser/biter! And I guess I’m a moaner because I started to moan as he kissed me, and I start to cry out when he finally decide it’s okay to move.
The feeling is amazing! Not dose it only give physical pleasure and building an amazing orgasm, but this joining gives me even psychology pleasure because my body and mind seems to be satisfied with only the thought of Phun being with me at this intimate moment, sharing our feelings together.