You sometimes ask me to forget about you.(*)
You sometimes say that “I want to run away from the world”.(*)
I felt that your life time left is getting less and less by serious disease from above words(*).
That is why you tried to stay away from ex-boyfriend and close friends not to let them being sad even though you truthfully wanna be with them.
I thought that such unacceptable situation you have been situated makes you say such things(*).
This is what I was thinking about you last night.
Anyway I was very relieved because you don’t have any serious diseases.
Thank you very much for your answer.^^
Many thanks.^^