I Also Have Had many serious problems in my life and many disappointments, I Once tried to kill myself because i Had many problems in my life, Often I mutilated my body, I was not happy, nothing made me happy, i had much depression, just felt loneliness, sadness, problems and a great void in my life, every day i cry, i just wanted to die like a stupid .. but now I'm fine, I Decided to be strong and forget bad memories AND LEARNED BE HAPPY FOR ME!!!!! your happiness is not dependent on another person is up to you! you decide whether to be happy or unhappy -____- so shut up and be happy without me