Mam, I just got off the phone with Josh, good and bad. I think he was glad I called, but he didn't like what I said about taking the drugs and how it makes him. He told me about the job and what happened. It's a shame it went that way. He still sounds shakey, but I hope he is better. I talked to him about lying to you and the Dr. about the Tramadol and he didn't like that. I asked him how it would be different this time. He said he would tell the truth. I asked him how was he going to make it different? I told him his appearance was so different and with him taking all the Tramadol he might have thought he was doing well but he could not have done his best under the influence of that many drugs. He didn't like what I said to him and told me not to put him in a bad mood. I was not trying to put him in a bad mood but had to tell him what we thought of his behavior and how if it doesn't change he is not going to be with us long. He has hurt himself so many times in these past 6 months, it's very scary to his father and me. We love him with all our heart but he must see what he is doing to himself and you and us. I'm not sure if he hung up or it was a accident but the phone hung up and he was gone. I hope he didn't hang up on me. When you talk to him tell him we love him I didn't get to say that to him. But he has to know this is the last time we are going to help him. After this the only thing we will do is sent him a ticket back home. We can't keep on enabling