Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim. Please guide me to get your blessings and redha. I know that there is no smooth and instant way to survive in this temporary world. I already tried my best to survive as strong as I can. Yet, I think that I should not escape from my current situation which teaches me a lot of life learning and experience to cope up with things that I am not passionate and familiar with. In contrary, if I continue do it without having sincerity, all-out attitude and peace in state of my mind and heart, I understand that it will affect my life, my surroundings and future. Please do not let me go asthray from Your way. Please give me a strength to decide firmly and bravely regardless of consequences which I need to bear. Iyyaka Na'budu wa Iyyaka Nas'ta'een. that only to You (Allah) we worship and only to You (Allah) we ask for help.