N does not accept the intensity of the love she bears, attributing it to charms. Nothing that brings pleasure and
makes her rejoice inside is no longer hers: “Now, in 2005, when I saw and met him and fell in love with him again
so hard, I think I was charmed by someone so this would happen to me!”. She remembers that she married “out of
ambition” and continues to project in relation with the actual wife of his former lover: “Probably she knows about
me, what I was owed… And that’s why she tried to make friends…”.