I am under incredible pressure at present. Please do bear this in mind!!!!
You talk to me as though I can solve the issue as regards the visa. I can and will do my best, though do not expect more than that.
Sometime I think you do not understand me - like the issue with the phone and two days of silence. You must understand that I can not mentally cope with this - otherwise you do not understand the traumas I have been through.
Do not forget that I want you here and will do my best to help you, though do NOT expect the impossible as I can not give it!
Love, Shaun.