I Am Just So Stupid.
I am just so dreadfully stupid. I can't say what I did but it was just horrible. Every day that I make a mistake and it's everyday I lose some friends or, at least I feel like I do. I strive to improve myself but it is so ******* hard. The worst thing is that I don't know what they're thinking. I wish there was a honesty machine that would just tell us how we are; how are our personalities and what type of person we are. Ironically, that is probably the worst mistake of my life: caring and wanting to know what others think. Is it? I have acted, countlessly, like a complete imbecil because I cared what the others thought. Should I care what they think? I just want to constantly be free and feel happy. Don't we all? How do we accomplish that?