Bullshit. You didnt let the visa go because of me. Or if you did, you lied to me because you told me the swiss guy is just a friend and nothing more. So it shouldnt be a problem for you to make it if he is a real friend like you said!!!
Secondly, i know you are a good girl and not a thai อิกอด and กะหรี, as many other girls there, that s why i always respected you and invited you to spend time with me at the beach.
If i decide to go this way is for your own sake, instead of understanding and supporting this decision you complain. Today you complain and tomorrow you will realize that it is actually a good thing and a good choice! I am not angry, nor sad, nor disappointed. This is what i want you to know