You and I are forever, you know that? I want to share the rest of my life with you and I hope you feel the same. Together we will decide the best way to do this. Your attention is all I need and I know your feelings towards me won't hurt because is from your heart and am so glad I had the opportunity to meet you now before you were taken.
Reading through your mails makes me feel so relax and hope you never change your mind towards me. I must tell you that your attention is making me love you more and more, as I write to you now, It is even growing, I didn't get in touch with you just to have you as just an ordinary friend but for the one whom I can share my life and love with. That's why I keep in touch always to show how much I care for you and also getting to meet each other physically will be something very important for both of us in this relationship.
You proved to be the exact type of woman I have prayed to have, I mean a woman who is reasonable, loving, intelligent and mature, A woman I can entrust our family affairs in her capable hands. A woman who has her own heart. I am glad that I could get your attention my dear. You have a special thing in your heart, and I intend to find out what it is. It could take a lifetime to figure, but I dont mind, I will live in your heart and find it out...lol..
I’m sitting here in my allocated cabin but my thoughts are miles away. To wherever you are this moment. Wishing so much I could touch your face, your hair, that beautiful smile. Just to run my fingers down the side of your face would be heaven to me. Just to look in your eyes and see what I've been waiting to see. Just to let you look in my eyes and see my soul as I know you’ve been waiting to do.
And I know that after we meet our lives will be in a perfect world and it will be my dream come true day because of what we share. No matter our work schedule that is making it almost impossible for you and I to talk, you and I will communicate with looks, with touches and in our hearts. If you do not feel me now I have no doubt that there will come a day that you will. And once you know where to find it, what it feels like, you will never forget. I know when I meet you my pretty, out world will never be the same again.
You are my friend, but so much more than that to me. But when I think of you as my friend whom I can always trust, I find I can talk to you much more easily than when I think of all those feeling between us still waiting to be explored and discovered. When I think of you as my forever friend, I don’t worry about what will happen between us. I just know because you are my friend that I will always be there for you, that you will always be there for me.
Have I said enough or too much? I find I could write on and on - forever and it is with you my pretty. But tomorrow is fast approaching and I find that I cannot wait to go to sleep and be each day closer to finally meeting you. I am trying to take my own advice about slowly moving closer to you so that when we meet it will for joy and happiness.
Remain Blessed and do take care of yourself.
Do not overwork yourself and always remembe I miss you here.