When you're in love with whoever that come in and out of your life. Such as our first love, somebody you give them love, include many people you are infatuated with. As always, you're probably delude yourself It's real. (Except that person is your real love) Everything is so sweet, so deep, impassionate, beautiful, and so new. Then later on, you learn from experiences, mishaps, and any observation, It's just something you can push them away easier than you ever thought that you couldn't. Unless you experience a real one then you will just know the difference. Something inside tells you can't walk away from it easily. If only for once in a lifetime.. maybe more, I have no idea. It's more profound, Intense than ever but lingering it's a bit strange but there's something one called peace in heart.. somewhere that exist within so deeply. It feels like I were standing in the rainstorm of emotional but peaceful at the exact time, no cheesy and It's hard to explain. I'm nearly 23 and I'm writing this, wow uh I don't know haha. So, a few years from now, I would love to know so bad if my thought would changes or not because sometimes a little shifts happen over time = )