Noo,I feel bad ,all lost their meaning, I abandoned my passions, I sold the guitar, left the band, I stopped practicing, I sold a collection of Buddhist books, I stopped practicing Dzogchen according to the instructions Chogyal Namkhai Norbu, who gave me initiations.
At the beginning it was a great sorrow and grief
Now I am more relaxed, I just apathetic
nothing makes sense so I do not care about nothing
of course, still I'm sorry and I feel disappointed
but I do not suffer as much as a few months ago
13:09 ICT
still I feel sad and I feel disappointed *