So,This's the reason why my WRITER RP AND PORTRAY me like this. As Mr. Mads Mikkelsen's interview about the role of myself.
"But I believe that Hannibal Lecter is as close as you can come to the devil, to Satan. He’s the fallen angel. His motives are not banal reasons, like childhood abuse or junkie parents. It’s in his genes. He finds life is most beautiful on the threshold to death, and that is something that is much closer to the fallen angel than it is to a psychopath. He’s much more than a psychopath, and there is a fascination for us." -- MADS MIKKELSEN