Ya sweetie sorry, she just means a lot too me is all. She's been in my life for over 15 years and never hurt me. She has always been there even when times were bad. She always greets me at the door and is so excited to see me even if I leave for 5 minutes. I am truly going to miss her when it's time for her to go. I am trying so hard to put aside my selfish needs for I don't want to let her go. But there is going to come a time I am going to have to make that decision in what's best for her. Meanwhile I am literally spending $600 plus dollars a month to keep her comfortable as she is now.