In October i was said to my crush " Sorry i can't change my mind. I like white guys " and then he said " its ok we can be friends now , i would wait for you if one day you change your mind " and then December 1 he was texted me , he said " im sorry, i have a gf now" . And i said " good it's okay haha we are friend " but i feel i like him as well and im sad but I'm acting like im okay :(