Hi I'm sorry I write to you again because I feel not good but it's ok and I can understand you all. You tell me
You want to be happy if without you but for me my happiness is that I love the man that I never see him in real life and when I tried, lonely and depressed you are the only one that makes me happy I may be painful to live with others but when I think of you all the pain it was gone but you push me and disappeared from me I'm not happy if I without you because I think someday I might find you and spend time with you... I hope so