I let her out when I went to school, then about an hour later I had 3 missed calls from my vets, she had been hit by a car and left. The person whos house it happened outside of found her and took her to the vets but it was too late. I will always blame myself because I let her out, I feel like I let her down that I wasnt there for her when she needed me. But thats what most of us are like because they arent just pets to us they are our babies. The vet advised against me seeing her with her injuries, my OH went in to collect her and I held her wrapped up in her blanky for a few hours then we buried her in the garden. Its still gut wrenching and I'll miss her always. I have to believe the vet when he said she wouldnt have felt a thing and that she died instantly. Still makes me feel sick though 7 months on.