You write that: Now I begin to think, you'll never look at me you see me as someone else. You never made me feel good,
Do you really know what it means that you wrote ??
It means you do not have liked me and that you were not happy when we were together. It mean that you just bluffed that you liked me.
I hope it is not true, because I really liked you.
You write that you understand the translations, but you should know that it is not so easy it takes is a word wrong then the whole meaning wrong when you translate it.