My mum started to cry quite a bit after that and she let me sleep in her bed a lot of the time. I didn't like it when my mum cried. Sir Lancelot couldn't come of course while I was in her bed.
My mum and I went to visit Dad in prison about once a month. I sometimes managed to get a few minutes on my own with him while she went to the toilet or something, and when I did I tried to explain to him about Sir Lancelot. It was no good trying to talk about Sir Lancelot while Mum was there because she didn't approve of me talking about Larry's death. She thought it was too upsetting for me and I should try to forget about it. But Dad listened, and as time went by I think he began to understand more about what I was trying to explain to him.