Hello my darling . how are you doing .l really missed and think of you so much l have been a walk this morning with a book in my hand , but as usual l have been occupied with nothing buy you, l wish l could say in an agreeable manner l am tormented day and night . They talk of my going to meet you in Thailanf. This certain l shall never recover if l sm to be so long separate from you . yet with all this devotion to you l cannot persuade myself into any confidence of you.