Eric, I apologize for saying that hurt mind you last night. I'm conscious of my morning whether I'm stupid and you so sad. I'm lying, you are perfect man and wonderful man and good man always sure that you are amazing father that is, I apologize if my words it hurt your feelings and mind. I'm just a fool myself because I don't want to fail I just to be strong.For a friend relationship. I not ready. I want to more time. When I'm ready I will come back as good friends as ever. I promised that I would not mention say good buy for you. I promise, but right now I just want to stay. I love you David take a picture of me going to see layout to silk. I just finished reading you do not want any reply for me.