Desolate wind was blowing. I turned around a corner and climbed on top of the hill. Shifu was lying there. His blood dripped all over the floor. I felt my heart tightening and not opening again. My throat seemed to be blocked and I couldn’t make the slightest sound. I knelt in front of him and whimpered: “Shifu….”
I picked up his head. My fingertip felt cold. He’s so powerful like a hero who can conquer everything. Why is he so pale and frail at this time?
Shifu’s closed eyes suddenly moved an opened. In his eyes flashed a panic I don’t understand. Then he sighed and his lips moved: “Stupid…”
“I’m stupid!”
I busily kept saying: “All is because of me…because of me.”
“Stupid disciple, snort dripping on my face….dirty and ugly.”
Shifu’s hand rose halfway, but he didn’t have energy and put it down. I hold his hand, buried my head against it and cried. Shifu sighed: “Ten years ago, slaughtering Yang family was not my intention. But the lives of more than thirty people are indeed buried by Shengling sect’s hands. If you want to blame me, then blame.”
“I don’t blame you.”
I shook my head.
“I don’t blame. I’ll go back with shifu to Fengxueshan manor. I’ll also fan and turn the page of the book for you. Also massaging your leg and back for you! I…I’ll never want a husband again. I only want shifu. Let’s go back. Let’s go back together.”
“Interesting.”
Shifu looked relaxed as if he can look through the sky. His voice was weak and small: “I didn’t fall into the demon’s trap and I also didn’t lose to you….”
Shifu gritted his teeth really hard.
“I just didn’t win against destiny.”
“Can’t win….forget it. You saved me, I saved you. Previous lifetime…this lifetime, we…”
Shifu was really tired and he slowly closed his eyes.
“Are even.”
“Let’s go back, let’s go back…”
Beside those words, I couldn’t say anything else. The wind whistled around us. Not only shifu, but it also seemed that my heart has also been cut out. It felt really empty.