Again and again, I ask this question, why do you think I will let you down??? I don't understand why you think more on the negative side instead of thinking positive. I could not let my family down by telling my mum about you. Nobody forced me to love you. You did not force me to come to thailand. I am the one who said I want to come to Thailand as soon as I finish my issues in Malaysia. I think you are the one not in love with me, because if you are in love with me, you will never ever think that I am a price in a fairy tale. Is it a crime to love you? Why all the negative thoughts, why never think positive. I am here waiting that once I finished this then I come over there to see you, how come that you will be thinking all the things you are thinking whereas you never force me to come to see you??? I can't imagine that at all....