why don't you reply to my messages.
or because i can not live with you now. it make you don't reply to me messages.
mmmm so i think you are confused between love and loneliness.
and you don't want to love me really.
But you just am lonely and needs someone to go with you.
If it is, as I understand.
i may you have good luck in love.
and you found things you want.