I lost my dad 12 years ago, he was really my Mentor but that is past now and my mom is still alive, lives 284km away from me, in another city Coventry, she stop working as a nurse 10 years ago, so I do take care of all her bills and make sure she never lacks , though she has cancer, but still alive for me ...lol.. I know she will be very happy to meet you some day too... I want you to know that i have never felt the way i feel now, i believe you are the God sent that i have been waiting on all this years, you are far from me and yet i yearn for your love, i wake up every night thinking about you. My dear all I want is to love you, to wake up beside you each morning, to feel the warmth of your hand in mine, to share each moment, good and bad with you, to lose myself in your loving arms. Some people want so much out of life, but all I want is to share everything with you, for us to talk long into the night, to dream together, and experience all of the little things together that makes life worth living. Yes I do have a big dream after all, I want so many things in life, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I want to give you my love, and to make our home a place where you always feel warm and welcome, and for us to have a relationship in which we accept each other for who we are and always find a sweet dream in each others arms, all I want is for us to love each other for the rest of our life, I do believe that my dreams can come true with you sweet heart.