I've read your email. I'm selfish and think only about yourself too much. I'm sorry, honey. I do not have any excuses for what happened. Many times I made you feel bad as this. I'm probably not the guy that's good for you, and for your peace of mind, your hair should be removed from your life, Yes?
If this is your requirements, I'm ready to do anything you want, but I want you to know that my feelings towards you, it's out of my heart. It is the last I want to tell you.