“I think, I know why you came….”
“I told you I just came for some question. Did you not like it, that much?
“You know, detective…? Should I tell you some more detail about that obedient child?”
“Um…. I’m not that curious in this situation.”
“That child, he couldn’t not be obedient…. Oh my god, you’ll never know how strong that bitch was. You know the hot fire poker? Have you ever got slapped on the face with that? Inside of my mouth got ripped, and that was more painful than my cheek getting swelled. But that was the weakest. Hearing you are a trash, you are an impotent was much harder.”
No, I told you I’m not that curious. Jude murmured to himself and sighed. Looking at the knife’s length on my neck, it’s possible that it’s that knife from the missing spot. Where did he even hide this that he was able to take this out so quickly?
“So, I started to kill that bitch ever since I was 11. No, I didn’t start killing her from the beginning. I just thought it would be nice if she just shut her mouth. When I was really little, I just saw images of blocking her mouth with a tape, but after a year, it became common dreaming about cutting her throat. Do you know how old I was when I decided to kill my mother?”
“How should I know….”
Heard his small grumbling or not, Lloyd giggled quietly.
“It was when I was fourteen, fourteen. Since then, I thought about what kind of feeling will it be to cut the throat and how much strength I will need. It wasn’t easy experimenting with cats or dogs, so I exercised to grow strength. Just like a butcher, with a few stroke, that I can slice off the throat. After practicing for over 20 years, I found out where I should stab and where I should cut and slice.”
The knife behind Jude’s neck vibrated as Lloyd laughed. The breath that tickled his ear area vibrated as well as he giggled. Jude calmly took off his hand from the door knob.
“It was amazing. Can you imagine? The throat that only poured out dirty stuff on me only made an air wheezing sound! Haha, she looked at me like she couldn’t believe it. Stupid bitch, she probably thought I came to her house frequently because I liked her. Is she an idiot? How she treated me. She had her eyes wide open until I finish slicing her throat. It was so funny!”
“….Then, why did you reported?”
Although he asked with a bored tone like he’s not interested at all, probably because of excitement or because of his brain filled with happiness of that memory, Lloyd couldn’t hold his laugh and continued talking.
“That’s because, the neighbors know I visit her every Wednesday, and I’m an innocent salary man, right? You can ask if you go to my work place. I’m a perfect normal person. I don’t like in a place with lot of people, but I was a quiet and kind worker. Even if I report it, there was nothing bad to me…. It was supposed to be like that.”
“Aha, I’m sorry about that…. Ugh!”
Bang! Because he grabbed his head and ruthlessly pushed to the door, his sight because all white for a short time. There was a burning pain on his forehead. Soon he felt a warm streak of blood coming down. Very close man’s breath was lightly panting.
“Do you know what I realized after I killed that pig-like bitch?”
“If… you really want to talk, just, talk…… Just don’t bother me, with questions…..!”
Jude was barely able to reply trying to hold his conscious, and Lloyd’s voice got really low.