Well I had to look for a friend to get acquainted to because ever since my wife’s sudden death I was so broken and I felt that the world had fallen into pieces for a very long time after she passed away I decided to keep my life to myself and bury myself with work. I engaged in very little socializing and definitely I could not date anyone. I was not ready for it all. It took me some time to get over it and be ready to face the world again. My mother and my friend Barry were with me through it all and they always encouraged me to let go and find peace within my heart. They also encouraged me to move on and I honestly think I am finally ready to move on and meet someone whom I can get to know and if all go well live my life with.